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NEVER DIE
WONDERING

Making Four Fortunes and Only Losing Three

Fifty years. Four fortunes made, three lost. Tear-gassed in Papua New Guinea, deported from Algeria, and a front-row seat to a military coup in Myanmar — this is the story of a dairy farm kid who built businesses across six continents, and the meals that made every deal sweeter.

By Tony Rae · Published by Ultimate World Publishing · Paperback / eBook / Audiobook

Never Die Wondering book cover
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Fortunes Made
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Fortunes Lost
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Years Overseas
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Continents
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Business Lessons
About The Book

Part memoir. Part adventure. Part love letter to a good meal.

"Tony Rae is not a man who will wonder what might have happened if he'd been bolder. The evidence is all here."

Tony Rae has made four fortunes in his life and lost three of them. Along the way, he has also been tear-gassed in Papua New Guinea, deported from Algeria, run the most storied engineering firm in Britain, lived and worked on six continents, survived a military coup in Myanmar, eaten the best hot and sour soup in the world from a grass hut in Cambodia, dined in Michelin starred restaurants, and spent a night in the Salvation Army Emergency Centre in Jersey after banking more money than he knew what to do with.

Never Die Wondering is part business memoir, part adventure story, and part love letter to 50 years of exceptional meals. It contains 16 lessons that no MBA programme would ever teach, and the candid reality about how he managed to lose all but one of his fortunes.

"In the end, the best deals are done not just at the boardroom table, but at the dinner table."
About The Author

Tony Rae

Tony Rae, author

Tony Rae was a product of the soil long before he was a product of the boardroom. Raised on a dairy farm in Narre Warren North, outside Melbourne, he studied Civil Engineering at RMIT before the "siren song of adventure" pulled him onto the road — first to Nepal, then to a 35-year career spanning Asia, China, the UK, the US, and the Middle East.

Tony describes himself as an entrepreneur, a business adventurer, and an international mercenary. He has built and run major operations across oil and gas, mining, infrastructure, and high-rise construction — spending half his career leading large corporate groups and the other half running his own. The defining moment was the management buyout of Cleveland Bridge, a storied British engineering firm, and the years of success that followed.

Along the way he has made four fortunes and lost three of them, survived the collapse of a major firm on his 21st birthday, weathered the 2008 GFC, been tear-gassed in Papua New Guinea, deported from Algeria, and lived through a military coup in Myanmar. He has also built and operated award-winning steakhouses, gastro pubs, and rooftop bars from rural Australia to the heart of Myanmar — because for Tony, the best deals are never done only at the boardroom table, but at the dinner table too.

He now lives by the philosophy behind the book's title: never die wondering.

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